Dear matthew I like you alot
I realise you're in a relationship with someone right now
And I respect that
I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future
And you want to come visit me in california
I would be open to spending time with you
And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song
Dear jonathan I like you too much
I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me
And think solely about themselves
And you were plenty self-destructive for my taste
At the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is
Whenever I think about the early 90's
Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday
Dear terrance I love you muchly
You've been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive
And nurturing and consummately there for me
I kept drawing you in and pushing you away I remember
How beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time
You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself, what was wrong with me?
Dear marcus you rocked my world
You had a charismatic way about you with the women and you got me
Seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass
But I could never really feel
Relaxed and looked out for around you though
And that stopped us from going any further than we did
And it's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun
Dear lou we learned so much
I realise we won't be able to talk for some time and I understand that as I do you
The long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could
We were together during a very tumultuous time
In our lives I will always have your back
And be curious about you and your career and your whereabouts
Querido matthew me gustas mucho
Comprendo que estas en una relaciòn con alguièn ahora mismo
Y respeto eso
Me gustaria hacerte saber que si en el futuro
Quisieras venir a visitarme en california
Estarìa encantada de pasar tiempo contigo
Y encontrarnos como cuàndo escribiste tu primera canciòn
Querido jonathan me gustas demasiado
Solìa sentirme atraida por los chicos que me mentìan
Y los que piensan ùnicamente en ellos mismos
Y eras super auto-destructivo por mi culpa
Y decias que lo mejor por muy tràgica que sea es la verdad
Como sea yo pienso en aquellos 90’s
Tu cara viene a mi como una venganza del ayer
Querido terrance te amo muchisimo
Tù lo ùnico que hiciste fue abrir tu corazòn y apoyo emocional para mi soporte
Y torturandote y consumiendote alli por mi
Mientras yo seguìa arrastrandote y castigandote aùn lo recuerdo
Que hermoso era despertar en tu sofa y llorar frente a ti por primera vez
Tu fuiste la mejor plataforma de la que salte a pesar de mi misma, que pasa conmigo?
Querido marcus tù movias mi mundo
Tenìas una carismàtica manera de tratar a las mujeres y me atrapaste
Estoy pensando seriamente en la espiritualidad y tu no podrias dejar que me pateara mi propio trasero
Pero tu podrias nùnca sentirlo
Relajada y echando un vistazo aunque
Nos detuvieramos podriamos ir al lugar màs lejos posible
Y aunque es la forma mala podria ser la màs divertida
Querido lou aprendimos tanto
Nùnca pudimos hablar alguna vez y entender que fue lo que hice
La distancias fue lo màs duro pero fue lo mejor que pudimos hacer
Estuvimos juntos y duradero y tumultuoso tiempo
En nuestras vidas siempre te tendre en cuenta
Y sè curioso sobre ti y tu carrera y sobre todas tus cosas